My CrAzY Life

A few people have asked me why I haven't blogged in a while (aka like the only ppl who actually read this and care... maybe 4 of you... ha ha)
Anyways...
My life has been insane! There is so much going on right now and time is flying by... my time here in Santa Cruz is slowly slipping out of my hands and I am so sad.

I have like 4 days til graduation and it is bringing mixed feelings. I took my last final as an undergrad this morning and it was such a relief but as I was leaving Bethany I started crying because I realized that test was the ending of the four craziest, best, and worst years of my life... the years that have made me who I am today, that have grown me closer to God, challenged me in ways I never thought possible, and brought amazing people into my life. I have experienced my lowest lows and highest highs on the Bethany campus and it is hard and a little scary to imagine my life without it.

Graduation is on saturday... probably the last time I will see alot of my friends that I have known these past four years and that is hard. Also, I'm scared because I still can't really answer the "what are you doing after college" question.

Who knows...

SO... quick update... past month or so:
-still haven't gotten everything confirmed for El Salvador- been working hard to get it all together but it's really stressing me out... especially the finances

-Dad injured his back really badly, he is on workman's comp and can't really move much

-Parent's truck broke down, they are in a real tuff spot and it's killing me

-My best friend had her baby as well as a couple other people I know.

-Computer tweaked out and I lost all my final papers and I am having to re-do them

-Having a huge issue with some units at Bethany

-Have huge issues with $$$$$$

-Found my dress for graduation... finally! (if only I can find shoes too! :))


that's about it... boring, but really fast paced right now.