I'm definitely procrastinating right now. I'm super tired and really want to go to bed, so you think it would inspire me to power through my homework but no I decide to blog instead... yup, I'm definitely a senior people! Speaking of which, I am soooo not ready to graduate... I mean yes I'm ready because I want to be done with school and have my degree, but I AM SCARED!!!
What do you do when you graduate college? Seriously... I mean I could get my masters, but I need at least a year for my head to stop spinning...
So, do I stick here in Santa Cruz? I really want to because I have fallen in love with this place, the people, and especially CLC... it's the first church I've ever wanted to call my home church.
BUT say I stay in Santa Cruz... how long am I going to be here? what is my ultimate goal in life? I HAVE NO CLUE!!! It's scary... seriously... SCARY! :)
All I really want is to have a family, a little stability... but no... here I go out in to the world by myself... no clue which direction I'm going... Just me and God (of course)... this should be an interesting next year...
I'm following Him blindly into the night... hmmmm....
10.10.07
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Don't be scared, dear Jen! This is a really exciting time in your life - embrace it!! It's a time when God is really working on your heart and testing to see if you really trust in Him! He's going to do HUGE things in your life and point you in the right direction - I promise! Let Go and Let God. Seek His ways and be patient during the listening/waiting process!
I'll be praying for you - I know what it feels like to walk in those shoes! =) Much love girly!
Don't be scared, dear Jen! This is a really exciting time in your life - embrace it!! It's a time when God is really working on your heart and testing to see if you really trust in Him! He's going to do HUGE things in your life and point you in the right direction - I promise! Let Go and Let God. Seek His ways and be patient during the listening/waiting process!
I'll be praying for you - I know what it feels like to walk in those shoes! =) Much love girly!
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